Am I just destined to have this sucky, sucky luck? Everything's a mess, it's all fucked up. And I'm so angry but I have noone to direct this anger to, and in the end I can only sit here feeling angry at my stupid luck. No, it's not even luck, it's just the way things work out around me. It's a sucky, sucky thing. Why does everything have to be so fucking hard? Why is it so fucking complicated? And eventhough I have people around, supporting and being there for me, I've never felt more alone.